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Princess becomes Cinderalla

2007-06-12T13:56:00.000+08:00

It had been so that that any update was posted here. Vine was rather busy with all her packing, cleaning, moving and unpacking for her new home.

And finally everything has comes to an end. Not so sweet as she thinks that thing will be. Like all couples in courtship, they will be thinking of getting their own sweet nest and live happily ever after. But it is until everything is about to settle, you realise that this real scenerio is not that smooth sailing afterall.

You see, man tend to behave like a boy when they are throw into a new environment. A new playground with new gadgets of their own, what more can they ask for? So you see, her man was swimming round the whole house being selective with what he likes to do. And poor vine had to clean and unpack silently.

Not complaining as this is what men are smart at. But a statement of fairness, her man did all the heavy moving all by himself.

No one is perfect. So is vine. It is until now that vine realise that she is such a perfectionist that could be quite pain in the ass like her mum.

Life is so lost suddenly, the ambience of love is long gone and cover over by all the dust and dirt that have to be cleaned. Has princess becomes Cinderalla again?

I will try to post up some pretty picture of my house soon. Please do wait patiently.

Stress Load

2007-04-27T17:32:00.000+08:00

Someone has complained that I have not been blogging as much as the past.

Yes, I am not because of all the following:

- WORK!!!
- Home purchasing
- Renovation
- Disagreement with my hubby cos of the new nest

and more

Yes everyone is telling me that it is a phrase the all couples go through during the home fixing period. But I jsut hate to quarrel and have disagreement going on and on...

Hack it!

The World is Round

2007-03-15T10:58:00.000+08:00

Spotted someone familar at the junction of my office. Stopped for a chat and guess what, God has finally indirectly open out the dark secret that I thought I never will know.

I welcome people to read my blog as leisure. But if you are to back stab someone indirectly which caused her some downs in life will that bring you smiles on your face?

A man of over 40s (i think so) and a word of yours have caused a Major change in her life. All thanks to you. But seriously speaking, indirectly I should have thanks you. Cos if not for you, I would still be suffering in a very unhealthy environment in compared to now.

And I thanks you for speaking about my marriage but I hope you could just read and keep this low to yourself. There is not a need to put up my life news on a notice for others.

You will never know if you are being used by others one day.

My heart is lighten once again for the truth is out... May bygones be bygones...

Emo killed me twice today...

2007-03-01T10:46:00.000+08:00

Emo hit me like the rain. Looking back at my past postings, I think I could conclude that my life is getting not so interesting anymore.

Busy at work has drained me of my energy. I have not been dating friends out. Gosh... just too busy too busy. Busy with work and my home fixing issue. For so long, my contractor is still not settled.

Hopefully after my new home is done, I will be able to start dating everyone out there for some catching up.

It's offical 2007 ...

2007-02-21T09:22:00.000+08:00

Turn the page off Valentine's Day. And we are standing at the door of Chinese New Year for year 2007.

Not that I had a bored Vday. Just a simple and sweet one from my husband. I had decided to go easy on this day for the sake of all the things we are going to fill our new house with.

With the GST going up, Dear and I are trying to get over with the buying before July 2007. *haha* so Singaporean. And guess what, we did our market survey so well that I could just tell you where to buy good and reasonable priced item like furnitures and electronics thingy.

Anyway, I can say that we are quite blessed. With the house still not at it's renovation stage, we are already receiving materials blessing from Dear's relative. *Haha*

Hope that things will go as planned and we will not dig a big hole in our pocket. I believe that God will bless us with his hand and golden heart... Thanks Father...

A Touch of my Action

2007-02-01T16:50:00.000+08:00

If you are wonder where the hell I went to, let me tell you, I am still surviving in Singapore.

Works are piling up to my neck that I hardly could breathe the sense of festive season. Finally the Areospace thingy is going to mark an end temporary for now. The part two is going to hit me on the month of April and guess what, I might be given the chance to fly to England!!!

Crany, my dear I will want to meet you in London cos that is the first stop of my business trip.

Back to my life, I am currently finalising my house contractor and next will be the loan and follow by the moving... I had bought all the needed furnitures. Therefore I am down to the last group of item and that is all the electronic stuff... Gosh! House fixing is not a joke... I am so dead...

Got to run now... another appointment coming but this is fun cos I am meeting Models and beauties... Ciao!

Man !!!

2007-01-12T09:39:00.000+08:00

It is so freezing cold today!!! I'm feeling so physically tired and in great pain... cos my almost 3 weeks late period is here... Damn it! It had really chosen a good date to hit me hard. I doubt I am going to enjoy my company dinner party today... Eeerrrr....

And my stupid husband is just purely pushing me to the corner of my temper...

YOU are the IDIOT that put that cup of HOT tea on the FLOOR and for HOW many TIMES did I told you NOT to do that for one day someone will STEP on it and FALL!!! AND you still expect me to HELP you CLEAN up? I can't BELIEVE that you could SAY those NASTY things at me last night!

Why can't man think with their brain ... And you man still expect we woman to work the prefect way... HA! I think woman will only be prefect when the men species are 100% prefect for there is Adam before Eva!!!

I'm feeling stone now... got to sign off... ciao!!!

Home sweet Home

2007-01-11T09:13:00.000+08:00

Yes! Finally some room to drop an entry. I had been rather busy organising an areospace seminar. A brand new year with lots to expect.

Dear and I have been going round doing crazy furniture shopping. And this crazy couple had even made up the decision to purchase a $3k bed! Thinking back I think we are really too into the FEEL of the bed... haha!!!

And I have also simply fell in love with a floral european style handmade sofa! Gosh... I love fixing up my house...

Before and After

2006-12-26T23:02:00.000+08:00

It had been such a long time that I have throw in some little candid shots of myself... here goes

Do I look like I had lose some pound of weighs? These two photos was taken a couple of months apart. I have been trying hard to control my weight from going up... Hai...

Got to go now... Ciao...

Tell me How?

2006-12-19T09:22:00.000+08:00

Yes, we had hitched a 4 room flat as our new home. Next month will be the first appointment.

So much mixed feeling in me that I find it hard to untie. I seen to be caught in a T-junction again, not knowing where to turn to.

So much in mind that I need a breathing space. I guess it might be due to work that is holding us back on communicating. I need a short trip out of this stressful country!!!

Dear God I put my hands together to pray to you, please remove all these knots of evil thoughts that is holding me back in my jorney of life. Please touch me with your healing hands to release me of all these mental pains...

2006-12-13T09:39:00.001+08:00

Take a Break to Think

2006-12-07T09:28:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, you would be to find me at Suntec as I was there to attend the OSEA reception organised by BHC. I got to meet all the big bosses from all over the world in O&G industry.

I was feeling so tired and suffucated after leaving the place. While walking, I spotted a small stage at the lobby level. With a small group of youngsters singing christmas choir. I stopped my footsteps and a teenage girl approached me with a small piece of paper hoping that I will help the unfortunate kids in Singapore. As with each paper crane folded the unfortunate kids will be given food supplies during Christmas.

So I took one and started doing for I felt this is nothing to me as i'm a pro at it. But who knows, the minute I start to do the first fold, I felt so alien towards it... As if I had never done it before or should I say, totally no idea how to go about it. I was startled...

In the end with a couple of hints from that teenage girl, I managed to remember the folds and finished two with great blessing in my heart.

This has brought me thinking. Have I been moving too fast in life? That I have not been taking a break to do things that I like? When was the last time that I stopped my footsteps to enjoy the sweet fragrant of garden flowers? I pondered...

Blues in my eyes

2006-11-28T16:41:00.001+08:00

For this instance, I really feel like puking ...

No, I am not preggie... I just feel so unwell. Guess is the oily snacks that I forced down my throat during lunch while still working my ass away in front of this computer screen.

Yesterday marked the day my hubby and I went to view flats. After being convinced by our friend cum property agent, we decided to hit Sengkang for some opportunities.

Visited 3 units in total. Two units from Sengkang and one unit from Hougang. Nothing caught my attention. So I really hope that today we will be able to have some good results.

Nevertheless, I'm praying for smooth sailing in all hopes and wishes and may god directs me the path of wisdom in life...

Blues in my eyes

2006-11-28T16:41:00.000+08:00

Soya Effect on Ladies

2006-11-20T09:26:00.000+08:00

Dear Friends,

This following story consider all.
For your girlfriend, wife, sisters, mothers, friends or yourself, do read on.

I just like to add a penny of my experience.

As some of you might know that last month I had just went through an operation to remove a benign water cyst from my right ovary. It's 30cm in diameter andI'm just marking the age of 22.

After reading this story, it just occur to me, before my operation I was a sweet beancurd lover of a storenear my home. And my husband will without fail get itfor me once my crazing ask for it.
And that is also the year that this ovarian cyst was found in me.

Myth or not, I rather believe this and skip all soyarelated items. Do read on to know more about the harm... pass it on.

-----Original Message-----
From: Kit Woon Sent: Friday, September 22, 2006 10:38 AM
To: Tham; Suat Lee Tan; Chantelle LamSubject:
FW: Fw: The Danger of Soya for Ladies

HiFriends

A friend forwarded the following article to me. I think there is some truth to it as just recently, my doctor told methat she is keeping off tofu as soya bean has plantestrogen which can cause the growths in her uterus toincrease in size.

Anyway, please consume soya bean products inmoderation and check with your doctor regarding the info below just to besure.

THIS ARTICLE IS THRU THE KIND COURTESY OF MS SUREKHARAMCHANDANI

ONE WOMAN'S STORY ON SOYA...
All Males-PLEASE pass this info to all your femalefriends... It may save their lives!
Something to take note of. This is my true story,nothing altered.

These are facts, as they relate to my experience, my opinions based on what I have read and felt. I am relating them to warn other young health-conscious women who are unwittingly harming themselves.

In 1989, I graduated from high school in Texas and couldn't wait to hit the big college city. One of the changes I wanted to make was to eat healthier.

Once I moved to health-conscious Austin, Texas, I began to fortify my body with the best and healthiest foods I could find.

Tofu was the main ingredient in every healthy dish andI bought soya milk almost every day and used it for everything from cereal to smoothies or just to drink for a quick snack. I bought soya muffins, miso soup with tofu, soybeans, soybean sprouts, etc.

All the literature in all the health and fitness magazines said that soya protected you against everything from heart disease to breast cancer. It was the magical isoflavones, the estrogen-like hormones that all worked to help you stay young and healthy.

I looked great, I was working out all the time, but my menstrual cycle was off. At 20, I started taking birth control pills to regulate my menstrual cycle.

In addition to this I began to suffer from painful periods. I began to get puffy, it was as though I was losing my muscle tone. I began to suffer from depression and getting hot flushes. I mistook all this for PMS since my periods were irregular. By the time I was 25, my periods were so bad, I couldn't walk.

The birth control pills never made them regular or less painful so I decided to stop taking them. I went on like this for another two years until I realized my pain wasn't normal.

At 27, my gynecologist found two cysts in my uterus. Both were the size of tennis balls. I went through surgery to have them removed and thank God they were benign.

The gynecologist told me to go back on birth controlpills. I didn't.

In 1998, he discovered a lump in my breast. Again, I went through surgery and again it was benign.

In November 2000 my glands swelled up and my gums became inflamed. Thinking I had a tooth infection I went to the dentist who told me that teeth were not the problem.

After a dose of antibiotics the swelling still did not go down. At this point I could feel a tiny nodule onthe right side of my neck. I told my mother I had thyroid trouble.

She thought I was being silly. No one in the family suffered from thyroid trouble. Going on a hunch I saw a specialist who diagnosed me with Papillary Thyroid Carcinoma.

After a series of tests he told me it was cancer. My fiance and I sat stunned. We were not prepared and I was so scared. We scheduled surgery right away. The specialist told us that it would only be after the operation that a pathologist would be able to tell us for sure if it was cancer.

They found a tumor in my right lobe composed of irregular cells and another smaller tumor growing on the left, so the entire thyroid was removed.

They told me that after undergoing radioactive iodineI would be safe and assured me that I could live along life. After treatment I began to search for the cause of all these problems. I never once thought it could be all the soya I had consumed for nearly ten years. After all, soya is healthy.

I came upon a web page that linked thyroid problems to soya intake and the conspiracy of soya marketed as a health food when in fact it is only a toxic by-product of the vegetable oil industry. This was insane,after all, the health and fitness magazines had said nothing about soya being harmful.

I visited a herbalist who was diagnosed with thyroid cancer in 1985.She informed me that soya was the culprit. She had a hysterectomy due to cysts and other uterine problems. A few months later another acquaintance who had consumed soya came down with thyroid cancer.

A girl in England I met through the Internet in athyroid cancer forum had just undergone surgery and she was only 19.

What was going on???? Breast cancer is linked toestrogen. What mimics estrogen in the female body,SOYA! But I never suspected soya because until now I never once found a single article that stated soya could be dangerous.

Women who took soya prior to thyroid problems will continue to take it after if they are not aware of what soya actually does,what it contains and how it reacts in the female body. I think this is the reason that women with thyroid cancer oftendevelop breast cancer later.

My co-worker is big into soya and I see her losing hair and gaining weight despite a walking workout during her break and after work,and apples and oranges for lunch. She just had cysts removed from her uterus too.

I warned her to stay off soya. I referred her to websites but until it is on the evening news on all four networks, women will suffer.

Since the thyroidectomy, I do not touch soya, haven't for two years.

Dear readers, please use my story in any way you can. There are so many young girls who are consuming soya because they think they are taking care of themselves,and women taking soya because they want to be healthy.

It is so unfair that the information about the dangersof soya isn't more widely circulated. It is sad. There are many out there who feel this way and it is a terrible blow when you realize you are not as healthy as you thought and that the information that you depended on was wrong.

So Unwell ... Sleepless Nights

2006-11-08T17:05:00.000+08:00

I was feeling so unwell early in the morning that I really hope to stick myself to my bed. The past two sleepless night is driving me crazy. I am not worrying about the big event on Saturaday but more on my work. I am down with working blues!!! *drat*

Luckily, Dar does not need to work today so that mean he is fetching me to work. And at the same time we are suppose to head to the ROM centre to collect the documents at 8:30am.

And you know what, there is a crowd early in the morning. *Who say Singaporeans are not getting marrying?*

I felt better only in the afternoon. Guess the hot green tea is good. The day is drawing nearer and the whole crowd in office is asking me if I am excited. And my reply is "No!". The reason, cos after all the preparation and the not expected operation, I do not know how to feel excited. Guess it might have to do with having Dar around me everyday too. Basically we are like husband and wifey now... No doubt!

But still I am glad to have him to hold my hand while walking down the red carpet... Thanks Dar...

There Goes my Dream House

2006-11-07T17:15:00.000+08:00

I am so upset today. Not because of work blues but more on house blues.

Yesterday HDB announced the launch of new flat in Hougang, Sengkang and Puoggol. Dear and I was so excited cos finally an ideal area that we are looking forward to. Thinking that it is a walk-in selection and that the opening date to choose a flat is on the 8th Nov, Dear and I decided to take things slowly and do something about it by next Monday. But unknowingly, after I had called HDB to find out more information today, I was told that we should have take a $10 queue number and it is too late to do so now.

1000 units and over 2000 queue coupons were snatched up within a day. Who say Singaporeans are not getting married?

I am so upset and angry and disappointed at myself! Guess reading up is still a need in life...

Whatmore, yesterday we these 2 sotongs even went to our ideal area (Compassvale Bow - Coris) to have a look at the surrounding! *AHHHHH!!! the more I think the more angry I am* Think I better end this entry for now.... Soh soh Soh!!!

My Holiday is Ending

2006-11-04T16:13:00.000+08:00

Finally my medical holiday is coming to an end. I will be back at my desk on this coming Tuesday. Seriously ope that there will not be alot of ends to tie before I go on my little romantic break on Friday again *haha*

Had all things prepared and lots of well wishes. but recently I kept having funny dreams. Dreams that really put me on the insercure end. Guess the butterflies are increasing in number in my tummy.

Things at home are not moving to a better angle. Both parties are throwing blames on each other for not trying to improve the current situation. If you ask me, I am feeling very sick seeing such situation. Guess heading back to work is better than staying at home to face the music.

Bless me with the patience and strength to grow out of this stressful situation...

Penny of Thought

2006-10-29T18:37:00.000+08:00

Such a long break that I am losing count of the days. Finally in another week plus I will be putting on my fighting gears to get back to the working war.

The big day is getting nearer and I somehow feel so unprepared. Mum was going through her clothes and asking me which is good to wear for my ROM. It is so funny to see her getting so excited.

As for me, my gown is well altered finally. Joyee the coordinater was so shocked to see my size going down so much.

I think everything are quite settled. Oh! and the next good news that I received is that Brother Edward is having his ROM on the 09 Dec! *Congrat*

So much so for the good news. Recently, I had read some stories. Human do make mistakes. But mistakes might not prove to be mistake if you are to overshine ith with guts of admitting your wrongs.

Times had proved some people action of disbelief in others so had it proven mine and the stories that had long happened and played. I had decided to let bygones be bygones...

Restless Me

2006-10-15T17:00:00.000+08:00

After rotting at home for so long, finally I was released to the outer world for some breather! Had some sinful no-no foods.

All these while I had finished the whole series of Desperate Housewives and some other interesting shows.

Tomorrow I will be headign back to SGH for a review of my condition and at the same time, removing the staples down there. Hope it is not going to be pain.

Things are going well but my room is still as untidy. And it is drawing nearer to the big day. If you are wondering if I am excited, all I can say is that I am not. Guess I had learnt to take things easy at each owe pace.

But I do hope to see all my friends under one roof for some fun and talking!

See you all there!

Back Safe and Sound

2006-10-10T16:05:00.000+08:00

So here is it, I'm back in front of my computer at home finally. Doctor had taken out a 20 - 30 cm big ovarian cyst from my right side. My ovaries are safe for now.

This water cyst is so huge that after it had left me, *Boo* my weight went down by almost 5kg and my big tummy was flatter!

I am not going to call this mircle but instead. something that I was made to go through by God to better judge my fuure decision. I was bed ridden on day one but forced myself to move despite of the pain due to the cut from day two.

Everything went well and I am recovering as fast as I can. How I wishI can just hit the shopping streets for shopping and more shopping.

Some words to friends:

Winnie & Angie: Thanks for visiting me. Like what I had said, I have faith in God and I prayed to him before the operation. I went into sleep with no fear for I saw Father cuddled me in his arms and praised me for being strong. I know Father hope that I will confess to him more in the future and I promise him that I will try.

Bel: Dearie, this operation I had is not what you thought it was. I had a long veritcal cut down after my belly button as the cyst was too big. But one thing to be sure, it is not cancerous... Thanks for your well wishes.

Shn: You are so not sweet anymore. Being Miss Earth Singapore 2006 and you didn't inform me! How can you be this mean *Hump* Judging from your timetable, I know you are not goikng to be able to make it to my big day, for that, I will forgive you but I hope you will do us Singaporean proud ya? I hope to catch up with you soon. Call me!

Waiting...

2006-10-03T11:54:00.000+08:00

Felt like I am back at my work desk to do all the handover before my operation. Looking at the calendar is really not helping much.

I am not getting paid for the 4 weeks medical leave *Just too great!* And Dear INSISTED that he do not want to hold our ROM ceremony on a later date.

I am feeling pain all over myself. My left leg is beginning to feel numb. And mentally, I think I am numbed too.

Yes, the whole world is asking me to be positive. And I thank God for giving me the stubborness if not, I will not have detected it any sooner.

So much more in mind and I really do not know how to go about it. Why is my life so drama? Whatever is the case, I am blessed with a good future partner. And If not for this, I will never know that the feeling of being loved is so great.

Dear, my temper is very bad recently. And I know that it really worried you so much so that you are not sleeping well too. I promise you that I will be strong and go ahead with the operation. Thanks for being there for me in all my check-ups.

Upcoming Operation

2006-10-02T17:25:00.000+08:00

Just got back from hospital. Had my second blood test that require 3 tubes of blood this time. Will be admitted to hospital on thursday afternoon and the operation on Friday morning.

Even through Doctor said that it is a major operation but there is nothing to fear... *Think I got to trust him...* guess after removing this 20cm cryst, I will be slimmer.

Ok... no more negative comments. I will stay positive. I think I can only say that I am looking forward to the 4 weeks MC.

MIA for the Time Being

2006-10-02T00:26:00.000+08:00

I guess I wouldn't be able to do any new updates here for a period of time from now. Cos tomorrow will be the second day that I will be visiting SGH for my second round of checkup at the Gynac.

I guess I might be under going an operation soon after tomorrow to remove the cyst within me. It was suspended to be an ovarian cyst. I had so much in mind but I guess I will just stay positive as I had promised Dear.

May god bless me...
Goodnight...

Bad Bad Week

2006-09-27T11:18:00.000+08:00

Had a bad start of the week till now. Feeling lost physically cos for continuously 3 nights I had not been having a good sleep at night.

Yesterday was at PS with Dear for a good dinner at Ichiban. It was so crowded that I really feel that the staffs are not doing a good job in serving. What more, the cashier nearly gave me a shock of my life while paying at the counter. Cos he actually key in our order and it turn out to be S$80 for a 2 person meal! After clearing the doubts, it was he who made the grave mistake... Dratz

Headed home after all the needed shopping done.

The Man that I had Chose

2006-09-26T09:28:00.000+08:00

Some thoughts was running in myself recently as some friends had been asking me why am I getting hitched so soon at this young age.

Actually in my life, whenever I am ready to get into a relationship again, there will alway be 2 men for me to choose. And this strong-headed girl will alway pick the one that she likes out of the two. Which caused her to be in deep emotional shit in the end.

So this time, she did not follow her stupid instinct, she chose the otherwise one. And this move had proven that she had finally made one right decision in her life.

I confessed this to Dar. And I told him that I had never regret my decision from day one till now. Yes, the other was much more well-to-do in career and finance wise for he had been in his sale line for quite a period. If you are to compare about looks, Dar is not on the winning end at all. But what won me over to Dar side was his character.

Dar was determined to quit his smoking for this relationship and he did it. He listened to me with his heart not with his ears. He loved me more than anyone in this world. He is a trustworthy man. And most importantly, Dar is a patience man that never complain when it comes to waiting for me in all situation. These are the things that the other can never give me.

Of course there are more sweeter things that my man had done for me. But, I am not going to sell his goodness here. Just in case he hit the ceiling again *haha*

Will you think that a man is trustworthy if he actually asks you to wait for him for a year but not wanting to explain why? So much more, these had concluded my decision is right.

It's not easy to find the right one now. So once you spot him, be truthful to him and may the relationship blossom.

A Glance of the Rings

2006-09-24T11:38:00.000+08:00

Finally I am putting up photos. Here is a glance of our wedding bands from Fairy Inc. My ring had 4 tiny diamonds with white and rose gold design and for my hubby is just a simple yellow and white gold design...

Dar and I were so thrilled to finally receive the rings.

Yesterday, I attended Gina and How Hann's wedding. I'm so happy for them. It's always good to see a close friend getting a blissful marriage *Cheerz*

Something Happy to Share

2006-09-22T17:42:00.000+08:00

Look like I had been dumping all my negetive feeling here. Guess it is time to neturalize this area.

First, I was so trilled that we finally got our wedding bands done! And it is now under the safe kepping of my Future mum-in-law.

Secondly, two long time friends came knocking on my friendster door this month. One was from my Primary school and the other is a close sweetheart from my Secondary school who is currently in Canada (I guessed). Nevertheless, it is always good to find them.

Weekend had finally come and tomorrow I had to attend a friend's wedding. How Hann and Gina, wish you both blissfully marriage and may Gina have a baby soon!!! *haha*

Ciao... got to knock off.

*No woman is happier than having someone who love you that will listen to you with his heart*

Man are Slow Creature

2006-09-18T09:54:00.000+08:00

First, it was a huge quarrel in the day.
Then a simple lunch to get by the day.
Lastly, a sincere dinner cooked by him while I was napping on the sofa.

Why do man had to make an apology process so complicated? *Hai*
Is facing their owe mistake such a differcult task?

Was going round Singapore to distribute mooncakes and at the same time breaking the news to our closer relatives that we are going to get our legal marriage this Nov. As for the traditional one will be in another 2 years time.

Mummy had recovered fast. Judging from the energy to scream at my baby sister on her schoolwork, I think she had just too much energy not knowing where to let go.

Daddy was doing all the cooking. And I cleared some chores over the weekend that activated my stupid back injury.

What a week... Nevertheless, all chores had to be cleared. And for that, I sweared that I will not get a 5 room apartment unless I'm maid equiped!

Spotted an advertisement last night... another NEW SUPERSTAR CONTEST coming up >>> *BLOGGER SUPERSTAR* What a crap!!! Guess Singapore television broadcast has no more creative juice to sqeeze... I'm so sick of seeing all the SUPERSTAR related show almost everyday!

God, please answer my prayers...

2006-09-15T15:46:00.000+08:00

Mummy had discharged from the hospital yesterday. She is having a speedy recovery.

But, I had a very huge quarrel with him last night. Something just got into me that I was throwing things around in my room.

I know all these are just too huge a burden for someone to carry. For you had chosen, you had to carry it with me.

Bearing with so much so that I am rather tired. How I wish I could shake off all my worries and move on with a fresh skin...

God, when is my turn to be a happy person with no worries?

Bless my Mum

2006-09-11T17:28:00.000+08:00

Mummy is going for her operation tomorrow finally. She was advised to remove her womb totally.

Applied for an urgent leave and I got a snap from my boss but in the end, I was granted the day off. Somehow, I felt the blame coming.

I'm so tired and stress that I am not having a good sleep over the whole weekend. What can I say, maybe i am just too worry for no good reason...

God bless my mum...

Stress!!!

2006-09-06T17:51:00.000+08:00

Dun ask me how am I recently, cos I felt SUPER DUPER LOUSY!!!

Stress in all corners. No space to breathe. I think sooner or later I will need a CPR!

I hate the me now... how I wish I can be a hermit crab. So that I can just walk out of my shell and find a bigger and more comfy shell to stay in.

Ok... I am talking rubbish here again... just ignore me...

STRESS!!!

A Brand New Look

2006-09-01T20:01:00.000+08:00

A Brand New Look

A brand new makeover! I am so sick and tired of the old skin that I decide to give it a new paint over.

I felt that my flu had not totally leave me. It is still lingering within my fragile body *Drat* Guess the glass of red wine at Blue mist had temporary put my resting at ease last night. hope tonight will get better.

Ciao!

Financial Breakdown!!!

2006-08-30T13:23:00.000+08:00

Financial Breakdown!!!

Had anyone told you how demanding Vine is? I guess you are not as sure as herself. Sudden;y guilt crawled up and hit her striaght in her heart *hai*

Had a chat with Elaine over the MSN and then I realise that I had been such a hard to please bitch... *Dear, sorry...*

If someone is to ask me if I am happy for all these preparation that is going on, I will say, hell no! Cos for no good reason I am spending so much hard cash!

Maybe it is once in a lifetime. And maybe only when you get yourself hitch with a rich someone then you will be able to have a fairytale wedding. But how many people could do so? Not much...

Therefore most importantly is the partner that is going to hold on to yourself, is he sincere toward you. Of course we can't measure the degree of sincerity with a thermometer.

Dear, in life there are time when we human make the wrong decision and had to live on with it. But, I believe there is one decision in my life that I had not made wrongly and that is to trust you with the rest of my future. I know you are the one that will shelter me with happiness.

I thanks god for bringing you to me...

What a Big Investment!

2006-08-29T10:19:00.000+08:00

What a Big Investment!

Take the next leap to the month of September soon. In another words, in another two months it will be the day.

I had been running around so much. To get my gown, his shirt, my heels, the invitation cards, wedding favours ... blah blah blah. *Gosh* so many many things to settle and like all elder people will say, marry is an expensive thing! Seriously, I put both hands up!

As the day is getting closer, more and more dispute hit us hard. More and more ugly words were thrown at each other unknowingly. Friends are reassuring us that this is common during preparation. And I guess this is also the time when the relationship is tested if it is worth the long run.

Anyway, after all these, next year would be another issue to get myself busy again... our new nest. And I can't believe that we had to go back to the marriage perparation process again in another two year time for the actual traditional wedding dinner.

How I wish I could convince my parents to skip the dinner. Anyway, wedding is all about two person issue, right?

And my dear aunt was telling me it is stupid to skip the dinner for it is the BEST EARNING time for ANG BAO !!! Guess after this best earning time it will be a turn of life for me and my hubby will have to give ang bao for the next half of my life *dratz*

Guess I will just lock my nonsense here and get back to work for now. Ciao!

What is Love?

2006-08-28T13:06:00.000+08:00

What is Love?

Lots and lots of thoughts are in my mind. Not knowing how to put it to words, all I can do is not to feel bothered by it.

Speaking of the past will drop tears into my heart. Thinking about my future, I just felt lost. Never had I felt so stuck in life. I just hope time will stop, stop at where it is now and not go anymore further.

People who I hope that will understand and love me are not doing so. Instead they took me for granted. Never return the rights of being care for and love for. People who I thought is mature enough to take care of the stressful situation isn't as brave as I thought so. People who love me are not understanding on my position. I never felt so messed up in life more than this time!

Is life all about giving and not receiving? Is life all about shutting up and stop complaining? I thought God will bless me with a strong shoulder to cry on instead he got me into a new life that will one day unleash an unknown future to myself. Is this his way of blessing me or testing me?

Never had I felt so lost in life...

He Slapped Me!

2006-08-24T08:48:00.000+08:00

He Slapped Me!

For those who are puzzle over why my future husband to be slapped me 3 times on my right cheek. Here is the story...

He was so call having the sleep walking syptom -_-" yes it is freaky...
My dear future husband slapped me, fall back to the pillow and laughed hysterically with no good reason. I tried waking him but it failed. I was so mad lo!

Told him the whole disturbing action he had done and guess what, he has no recall on it... *Drat*

Therefore I decided to be extremely angry at him the next morning. But to think it is really not his fault la... *haha*

Still my sayang coax with with a beautiful bouquet of roses... *Yes! I forced him to do so. Hump!*

Anyway, this is the whole story...

More Information Here!

2006-08-21T10:18:00.000+08:00

More Information Here!

I know it had been a long long time that I had been putting up fresh entries. Sorry people, I am rather busy with you know what =p

I guess by now most of you had received the invitation cards to my ROM ceremony rite? Just in time to post it all out. If you do not realise it, these cards are actually handmade ya!

Yesterday, I was going round doing =*SHOPPING*= ! Dear brought me to town to hunt for the perfect heels to match my ROM gown. And at the same time, I chanced upon this snake skin look-alike handbag, so pretty... *of course it is now under the ownership of me!* Gosh!

I guess things are slowing falling in place. Judging from the timeline above, I am seriously running short of time. Had my manicure and pedicare appointment fixed and at the same time I am going to fix an appointment with my hair stylist to fix my hair. Damn! I want facial too! I am such a damn drat queen... *haha*

Lastly for all who don't drive, please be informed that we had arranged bus service to pick up guests at Tanah Merah MRT. So, please call me or Ray to find out more information ya!

Lastly, I had a list of helpers to settle with too... tentatively these are all my angels helper:

Dennis - Mr Kind Chauffeur
Christian - Mr Sharp Photographer
Jamie - Miss Friendly JP attender
Gui Jing - Miss Sweet Guests Usher
Kitty - Miss Friendly Guests Usher
Vanessa - Miss Pretty Receptionist
Madelien - Miss Nice MC

Information are subjected to changes!!!

Okie! got to go... check on my blog for more information on the event!

I am Infected!

2006-07-27T09:28:00.000+08:00

I am Infected!

My throat problem had hit me hard this time. Went to see my family doctor and guess what, I am put on more than 500mg antibiotic! Due to a swollen lump on my left side of my neck he had mentioned that up to 90% this is due to throat infection. As for the other 10% is something that he do not hope to happen is that it might be due to other organs.

Nevertheless, the pain up my throat is getting worse day by day despite I took my pills diligently. I seriously do not feel like talking too much.

Hopefully after two weeks, everything will just go away and nothing more serious will befall on me...

That's Life

2006-07-20T16:09:00.000+08:00

That's Life

It been so long that I really put my butt down on a chair and my heart on my soul to write a serious entry.

Yes, I am busy. Busy feeling sad cos I was not invited. And on the other side of my life feeling worry for someone is warded in hospital that I have to take two days urgent leave to sort out the routine of my life and taking care of all little shity things that I never imagine I have to handle.

That little brat is not helping by being obedient. And she is really forcing me to swear hard that I am going to hunt her even if I am to die before I am wedded. Anyway, that's kid.

But thanks to two little angels who did help by listening and making all instruction into action. Never I expect that stubborn tigery head sister to be such a great helping hand and not forgetting my FH who came fetching us up and down despite his work.

Hope things are fine now and things that is not improving is improving.

Guess all the hospital running is making me ill. Feeling the ache and tiriness or is it cos of my PMS? Whatever is the case, I hope that God will touch the sick one with his curing hands and take their pain away from them.

I am learning through the path between pain and love. I am growing with the aid of contentment...

Work + Stress

2006-07-12T17:47:00.000+08:00

Work + Stress

I had a busy time at work and at the same time a piling up of to do list. Big Boss is in town and everyone is getting nervous.

Anyway, I am rather tired after a long long day at work and my stupid bf is thinking of going drinking -_-".

Dad is back to malaysia. And if you are to ask me about home, all I can say is that someone is going on an operation soon. Why do bad things have to come one after another? I think i am too numb to be bother. I dun feel hurt, sad or worry anymore...

Got to go now... May god bless you and myself... Ciao

Happy Me!

2006-07-04T12:22:00.000+08:00

Happy Me!

Looking at my blog entries, all I can say is that I am getting lazier... Haha.

The fact is I am busy at work, busy for my ROM preparation and at the same time being absorbed into the Maple Story game... haha.

Dear just give me this look -> -_-" whenever I start to switch on the PC and get hooked up for hours.

Anyway, we are quite settle for the preparation and I am going to get even more busier as I am going to fix up the invitation cards soon.

Think until now, things are getting pretty smooth for me... I am so happy and blissfully in love!!!

Ciao

ROM Updates

2006-06-28T10:52:00.000+08:00

ROM Updates

Guess work and m ROM preparation is causing me to be too busy to update my little blog corner. Anyway, Just some simple update on my ROM prepartion...

Venue had been fixed. It will be in Changi Yacht Club. A very beautiful place by the sea. And the ceremony will be held in a function with full view of the sea and the jetty... so beautiful right?

As for my bridal service, I had finally put a fullstop to the hunting and visiting. Both me and Dear are so damn tired. And this had also caused us to hit into fierce quarrel too. But still, working like mature adults, we sorted things out and made our final final decision to fall our blood earn money onto Precious Moments Bridal *haha*

Roland the boss is patience to hear us out and at the same time, Jenny who assist me in the gowns viewing was very sweet to let me try on a few gowns just because I wanna to.

As for the previous decision on doing it with WL, my FH and I decide to forfeit it as we have no trust in their service after hearing and seeing so many complains and unhappy BTB messenges...

Hope our choice is right afterall...

Oh! be prepared to receive my invitation cards!!!

Try This!

2006-06-20T13:34:00.000+08:00

Try This !

I was surfing some of my friends' blog and came across something interesting...

Funny right? I didn't know I look like them *haha* Try it out if you are interested: http://www.myheritage.com

Back to Normal

2006-06-20T11:22:00.000+08:00

Back to Normal

Finally the roadshow is over. No more black suit and hot sun over my head.

Yesterday, boss bought all staffs to Long Beach Seafood at East Coast for dinner. What a good time we had there. Elaine is going back to Sydney and so is one of our Jakarta staff returning back to her main branch too.

Everything is back to normal for today and who knows, my PC broke down. Called Jamie down to fix it thinking that I couldn't be flowing till 2pm right? And guess what, he fixed it within an hour. So that means I need to get back to work now.

Sunday, Dear and I are going to hunt on bridal shops and at the same time meet JP. Waiting for my good Sunday...

Ciao!

Black Suit + Roadshow = Tired Me !!!

2006-06-16T09:32:00.000+08:00

Black Suit + Roadshow = Tired Me !!!

Roadshow had started yesterday. After my normal 8:30am to 6:00pm desk work, I had to rush down to the booth to help out till 7:30pm.

I was so drained so tired so feeling like throwing my temper at the next person closest to me. But Dear was so sweet that I couldn't bear my heart to do so.

He was home early and started to prepare his famous pepper fried prawns so that I can eat too. After he had his dinner at home, he packed my dinner and also lotus soup before heading down to the roadshow area to fetch this tired me home. I had a good dinner in the car.

We stopped by PS for awhile to buy some stuff before we head home. Bathed and dried myself up before I dropped myself on bed.

Guess half of the tireness hitted me cos my da yi ma came visiting ten minute before I started my roadshow duty *Damn*

Got to go now. Got a whole stack of database to clear before I head to roadshow after 6pm. Ciao...

Bluey Me

2006-06-10T23:58:00.000+08:00

Bluey Me

In a few minutes time, the clock is going to strike twelve. I am here feeling blues, upset and emotional.

Maybe it is due to my PMS maybe it is due to me thinking too much or worrying too much for someone in particular. Nevertheless, I hope that what I'm worry about will never happen.

Just feel rather negetive today...

Got to go, the water had boiled and I got to wait for someone to return home before I can enter the dreamland with a peaceful mind...

Changed of Plans

2006-06-04T14:51:00.000+08:00

Changed of Plans

Yesterday was meant to be a sunny day BUT someone was pretty upset for he was handicapped with no four wheels -_-".

We headed to our very first stop after a good breakfast at my all-time favour MacDonald - Flamingo Bridal...

Chris, thanks for the introduction but guess my boyfriend was too 'pampered' with the pricing that Whitelink had qouted him that he was 'shocked' by what Shirley had shown us. Saw some of the work that your boss had done, what am impressive album. But to really engage him, the whole package will round up to $5k... Dratz.

And due to the 'budget' thingy, we had an arguement. Nevertheless, we still made our way to Changi SAF Yacht Club to meet Jamie. What a friendly and nice lady. She had shown us around the place and even displayed a whole screen of past wedding events she had handled. And I saw some familiar faces.

Anyway, for one thing good, Dear liked the place too. Spoke to her and Jamie was being helpful to tailor a package to meet our needs *thanks* And she had included a 2 day one night stand at their honeymoon suite! Tell you wahat, you really have to check this out!

Guess in the end I still have to head back to Whitelink for my bridal services. And will settle the venue soon *wink*

Ok! I got to go for now... Waiting for Dear to come home to accompany me for dinner... Ciao!

One Unreasonable Night

2006-06-02T12:00:00.000+08:00

One Unreasonable Night

Nothing remained the same anymore, the closness, the conversation, the eye contacts and the used to be happy and topic after topic conversations. I felt hurt from within. I just feel like walking out and leave the situation but I can't.

Unwillingly, I carried the emotion home. I threw a temper that I am not sure why. I behaved like a child that needs great attention and love. I felt that I was drained totally. I was selfishly unreasonable the whole night.

But he gave me what I asked for even through he is not sure what is wrong with me. He took the extra pain to be nicer and to be nagged and scolded at by me.

Thanks Dear, thanks for spoiling me with a honey waffle late last night. Thanks for putting all words into action to clean up the plates and cups in the room. Thanks for bearing with me and hugging me to sleep. Thanks for not asking what is bothering me... No one understand me more than you...

My Month of June

2006-05-30T12:08:00.000+08:00

My Month of June

20 minutes to lunchtime! Saw Serene on MSN and popped her a message to meet up for lunch since her office is also near mine. At the same time, pulled Christian in for lunch too. So we are having a short get together. *Great!*

Christian had promised to help me up for photo-shooting on my ROM day. So good to have friends like him. Preparation is a big headache for couples like me. Cos my hubby-to-be is always not around to help me. *dratz* and now, this happy pig is having his reservist. *great* The very right time to report back to camp.

Anyway, the agenda of the month is to settle the venue and to start making the invitation cards. Guess Fairy Inc. willbe calling us too for a trial of our rings. And on top of that, we have to hunt for a bridal shop to settle my bridal services issue.

That's for the month of June.Oh ya! and Great Singapore Sales! I had start my shopping list, how about you? *Oop!*

Bridal Selection Again

2006-05-25T17:42:00.000+08:00

Bridal Selection Again

Had been surfing the net for my wedding stuff over the forum despite that I got banned from it *don't ask me why*.

Anyway, as usual, today I was surfing and I realise that someone had mistaken another person as me! *what a blur* Anyway, she is just been nosy afterall. Damn! I called Dear the next minute to tell him about this joke. She was really getting on my nerve. And she was trying to ruin my aunt career too. How I hope karma will just fall *dratz*

Anyway, I had told Dear that I had DECIDED to quit signing up with Whitelink. I had also DECIDED to quit asking my aunt as my make-up artist. I will be sourcing for another Bridal to serve me. Currently, I had filter the long list to this five:

- The Dang @ Club Street
- Silhouette The Bridal Atelier @ Stamford Road
- Ted Wu @ Tras Street
- The Wedding Present @ Bukit Pasoh Road
- Amanda Lee Weddings @ Cantonment Road

After 2 weeks of reading and reading this is it... one out of five will be my final choice. *haha* Hope things will be smooth from now onward!

Sad oh sad ...

2006-05-24T15:22:00.000+08:00

Sad oh sad ...

I am so stressed. Work is so stressed. Only a day off from my work desk, I had things stacked up on my already-so-messy desk. I am so demorale now. Really wondering if this is really suitable for me.

I had tried so hard to fight back for my confidence but still I bit my tongue while talking and lose my chance to preform.

Can someone give me some support? Just anyone..

DAMN IT!!!

2006-05-04T09:02:00.000+08:00

DAMN IT!!!

Hell! My day started so badly!

First I kicked myself to wake from a ridiculous dream.

A ridculous dream of seeing my Ex and Natalia dating!!!

Then I feel so stress cos of my unstable emotion due to my PMS!!!

My heels are falling apart so that mean I need to SPEND more $$ to get a new pair!

And to add up to my already upset emotions, my DEAR HUBBY TO BE spring me a BAD news!

A BAD NEWS that he will be EXTREMELY busy this BLOODY WEEKEND!

And that means that I will be so FUCKING left with a HOME ALONE situation once again!

DRAT! Back to SQUARE ONE again!!!

Me . My Birthday . Wishes

2006-05-03T10:48:00.000+08:00

Me . My Birthday . Wishes

Was in the mid of my work at my work desk. Decided to drop some updates here.

Daddy is back for a short stay in Singapore. And the night before his return, I got into a fierce fight with every walking souls at home. All I can say was that I am just too disappointed with everyone. One is an childish thinking person who thought that she had grown up... shooting rubbish like a 3 years old kid. And the other dug out my dark secret from me unexpectedly and pushed the blame onto another adult. What a way to shelf the blames.

Anyway, I had enough and this had further concluded that my decision of starting another new life of my own is not wrong at all.

Had been rather tired recently even though I had been resting on the last long weekend. My Birthday is coming and I am not at all excited... I am trying very hard to be happy and feel expected for suprises.

Most of my birthdays was spent with all my girlfriends in the past. But now, things are not going to be that enjoyable anymore. I had all my 3 birthday wishes planned out, hoping this time, birthday fairy will be able to grant me all 3 wishes... *please don't say I am greedy*

Got to go for now... getting back onto my work once again... Ciao!

KARMA

2006-04-25T08:45:00.000+08:00

KARMA

Let's talk about KARMA today! The very next time when you have decided to scold or insult someone, do think back about yourself. As by scolding someone a BITCH, you might be the QUEEN OF THE BITCH!!!

Oop! *haha* That, was a conversation that I had overheard in office. But I got to admit that in life there is KARMA. So I never believe in CURSING even though I do CURSE in the past.

Brother Ming had mentioned this to me once. In life it is easier to CURSE than to FORGIVE, to bear GRUDGES than to LET GO, to take REVENGE than to FORGIVE someone *I admit* BUT god created all living things with LOVE not HATRED. So that is when KARMA kicks in.

Afterall, I know when KARMA hits, the number of people being hurt are unexpectable.

Oh! by the way, who say conincidence is hard to meet? I met Amber (ex elite contestant) in Bugis Junction - Seiyu *Haha* still as pretty as before and whatmore, she is a freelance model now *cheers*

Hope everything is fine for everyone! Take care!

Explaination is a way of Communciation

2006-04-24T08:44:00.000+08:00

Explaination is a way of Communication

I remembered once in my life, God had enlightened me alot in belief. Nothing in this world is yours unless you work hard to sow it. No mistake is a mistake once you had learnt from it. When a misunderstanding occured, it might not ever be an misunderstanding but just someone's misbelief or implusive anger over intangible truth so the only way to let communication kick in is to explain your doings as to untangle the knots.

If by explaining is guilty, then I think in this world there will be more than just two world wars. Cos in daily life, there tend to be misunderstanding. Misunderstanding between colleagues, family members, friends and ever between your loved one.

Please do not expect misunderstanding to wear off by its own cos it will not happen at all. Talking about it will aid you to solve misunderstanding that happened ever 10 years ago. Your kid will not understand your action of caning if you do not explain the reason why you are punishing him.

So do talk about things that you are unhappy before you are the one creating all the pain off the intangible truth created by yourself.

Come to think is it worth it?

Anyway, I decided to touch on this topic cos of a show I watched yesterday on TV. The Chinese - Wong Fei Hong. Wong Fei Hong made a grave mistake of causing great injury to a poor boy on the street by going against his promise to his Dad that he will not use a special kungfu that his Dad had taught him. Due to this, he was sent by his Dad as a punishment to Shaolin temple and his Dad had made a promise never to teach him any kungfu anymore. But in front of his wife's grave, he explained his purpose of doing so and 13th Aunt overheard it.

She explained to Wong Fei Hong that his Dad is doing this for his own welfare as Shaolin temple could better groom and teach him the right ways.

That is the problem with orient parent. Keeping everything to their heart seen like a welfare to their kids, but it is not after all. Imagine you are Wong Fei Hong, but no one explained things to you. Will you be able to strike a balance in life during your growing up in your childhood?

See the power of communicate is to everyone around you!

Misunderstanding

2006-04-21T12:40:00.000+08:00

Misunderstanding

I had a bad feeling after I read something off a wedding forum few days back and it is only then I know that I am enaging the same Bridal shop company as her. But I kept telling myself I might just be too sensative. But I was wrong. Afterall I could sense her anger in her blog.

Unknowingly, I do not know if her previous March entry was actually pointing at me. I just want to peace things off by putting up an explaination here.

First, an outdoor reception is so common that almost all couples out there will opt for it (Am I right?). Ok, let's leave it aside. The reason to do it at my aunt's condo (The Clearwater), was because she is the only close relative that is living in a Condo.

And this reception was nearly called off cos in the first place I did not want it to happen. It was my FH who insisted on it (If you need to verify, call me and I can ask him to speak to you.) We got into a huge quarrel due to that too.

As for the catering company that we are using, (If it is the same again, then I really can't help it...) is actually where my FH is working at. So we are entitled to a good package. And halfly this is why we decide to so an outdoor reception since we got this entitlment must well make good use of it.

For my wedding bands with Fairy Inc. I was deciding to get my wedding band from GoldHeart as we have a $100 voucher. But in the end, we decided to do it with Fairy Inc. was because it is custom-made and self design. And it is within our budget... why not right? And I got to know about this company via the wedding forum. And it was my FH 's idea to want to do it there.

Lastly the bridal shop selection. In the beginning I was scouting in Marina Square. And my FH was total upset by the hard selling of Whitelink and we nearly done it with Bridal Concept. BUT because I know that my Aunt was in bride makeup line for more than 10 years, I decided to call her and coincidently, she is working at Pan Pacific Hotel for a newly wed that day. And we met her and her family up at Marina Square while she was having dinner with her family during a break.

Spoke to her about what we had seen and she decided to call Annabelle up who attended to us and we got back to the shop and 'retalk' cos now, I am standing as her colleague's niece statue now. And she gave us a good package (sorry I can't give the details of the package). But my FH was still in doubt so we decided to scout around the next weekend.

Where we were caught in between Milan and Whitelink. And the decision to do with Whitelink was because they gave me a MTM gown and Milan don't. Whatmore, my aunt is going to be my makeup artist and it is easier to go with her time at work. And she knew the photographer too. Whatmore, I trust Annebelle as she is very frank with us.

For the above story, she can check with whoever she wants. My conscience is clear. The reason of me spelling all these out was because I do not want this issue to detoirate further the relationship of me and a friend(s).

I admit that I am reading her blog. And I got to know about her big day thru her blog. But seriously, there was no mention on the bridal shop company that she is using. And What ROM idea of hers in details. I am basically working basic on me and my FH budget. What's so wrong?

What happened in the past was my fault I couldn't deny it. I just hope everyone will view an issue as an issue. I just do not hope that someone will throw her uphappiness into teh crowd without getting the true story out. This is being unfair to the other party.

All I hope that this will peace off the misunderstanding...

Decision Made!

2006-04-19T13:35:00.000+08:00

Decision Made!

After all thoughts, I had finally made up my mind. Ok! Should I say long I had made up my mind but my Dear is the one that put me in the spot of thinking so hard again.

I had decided to engage WhiteLink for my bridal package. Had called Annebelle to inform her that me and my boyfriend will be placing a 50% deposit in hard cash. Ok! Call it silly for doing so, but I am not to blame, is HIM...

Dear HATED to use his credit card for no good reasons and he is so stubborn with his no-no credit on future money that he wanted to use hard earned cash for all payment unless we are left with no choice. There is pros and cons, I'm not going into details. Afterall, He is paying and I am the one enjoying the service.

Got quite a good package from WhiteLink as my aunt is working in there as a makeup artist. And Annebelle is being very kind to us. But still I felt that the number of photos is really too little. Hopefully she can up it to 40+... haha *fat hope*

Anyway, for that it is quite settled. And I will get my gown and my Dear's suit ready with WhiteLink by August. And in the meantime, this coming month is Wedding Bands Month. Got an appointment with Fairy Inc. Will be meeting Sandra to discuss about our rings. Gosh! I wan DIAMONDS!!!

*joking* The rings are going to be simple and presentable as I want it to be low maintanence. Sandra had mentioned in time to come, if we decided to prefer to change the colour, all we need to do is to pay a minimum sum to change for example the yellow gold to rose gold or via visa... How great!

Ok! that's for the updates on my preparation of my path to marriage. Ciao!

Daddy's Girl

2006-04-17T10:51:00.000+08:00

Daddy's Girl

Never did I expect to receive an email from my dad. Never did I expect that I will be tearing the moment I read the second sentence of his email. Never did I expect my dad to say he love me.

It might be a short email but it carried alot of feeling all the way back to me. Tears are still dropping non-stop now. I asked myself, am I this useless to cry or I missed my Dad too much? I guess it is both.

Daddy's kidney stone problem is back. That is what had been mentioned over his email. It might be an old problem to him but I am still worry for him. Glad that he is coming back to Singapore soon this month.

For 22 years in my life, I had never missed my Dad so much. So much that it ached in my heart to see him having to work so hard just for the family.

I pray to God to take his pain away from him. I pray to God to bless him with good health. I pray to God to shelter him from the sun and rain. I pray to God to bless him with success with all his hard work. I pray to God to let him be back with us soon as the family needs him...

New Look!

2006-04-13T16:39:00.000+08:00

New Look!

I had just finish revamping my blog. Felt so satify about it. Updated it to the maximum! Haha... Checkout the ELITE girls over friendster. How I miss all of them. Those were the days when I really feel tired but happy working. Hope that there will be a get together soon. Really wants to catch up with all of them.

I was going through my past post. Reading it really make me feel sad. I can't believe that my past was so dark and unhappy compared to now.

Things had not improved but I had learned to take things easy. Not going to fuss about things that had not happen yet. I'm looking forward to my ROM date.

Trying hard to keep to my diet. Pray that I will be back to my normal build soon!!! *pray*

Let's Talk about Sex, Baby!

2006-04-11T09:02:00.000+08:00

Let's Talk about Sex, Baby!

Ok! If you think that I am going to start on another intoxic story about sex, think again! Cos this is a very healthy topic that I am going to talk about. Guess rated healthy to adults only. Haha.

Chance upon this story last night on the newspaper. A jobless Adam strangled Eve to death and Adam confessed to the murder by calling the police after the action.

The reason, cos Adam couldn't accept the fact that Eve is not turning back from her wrong action despite that Adam had forgave Eve. And the wrong action is, having another man in Eve's life.

And my question, is Eve really wrong for doing so? But again, I am totally against the idea that Eve broke the news of this unacceptable releationship on Adam's birthday.

As for why I felt that Eve was not totally in wrong, my penny of thought as followed...

Eve married Adam for more than 6 years. Adam is a simple man with a simple mind but Eve is someone who want more than simple. Adam is someone who can never give Eve the satisfactory in sex. Eve tried the sex communcation but still Adam was against the idea of going the way that Eve wanted.

As times went by, action on bed was slowly reduced to zero. But this doesn't mean that Eve had given up hope on pleasing herself with what she wanted. And this was also the time that Eve met a married man in her work place and it was also the time when she felt the reborn of satisfactory. This is the type of man she always wanted as her long time sex partner. Someone who is all game for all type of fun. And most importantly, this man gave her the101% on bed. And Eve got addicted to him.

Ok. Story ended here. Questions as followed...

Man likes to test drive a car before purchase. And they prefer to "test drive" their partner before that one knee down investment. But can woman "test drive" a man before accepting him?

If a woman kept chasing the hubby for sex and the hubby only complain about tired after work, and he said that he rather stick to the TV for more entertainment etc. Is she wrong to seek for another place of paradise?

No one is always right and no one is always wrong. To me, if I have to chase my man for sex, I guess one day, I will just give up and go to bed on time myself.

I don't blame Eve for jumping over the wall to seek for another man but I think that she is too much for breaking the new to Adam on his brithday and she even told her Adam the whole great sex process that she had with that married man.

Like what I had said, Adam is a simple man with a simple mind who had fall into his lowest peak in life. Eve, instead of giving him morale support, gave him more stress than any normal man can take it.

What can I say, a good marriage is more than just tender, loving, care.

My Weekend

2006-04-10T11:14:00.000+08:00

My Weekend

Another week had just gone by. As usual, Saturday was a "lazing at home" day for me. Dear went to work early in the morning and I only managed to open my eyes around 12pm. Clear some of my things and settled down to watch "Chicago" which I asked Dear to rent for me. Only then I found out that I had watched this show -_-" What a waste of money.

Shortly after late 10pm I decide to spring Dear's a small suprise... Yes, 9 April is the day that he turns 29... Thinking hard where to get a cake at this weird hours, in the end I got dressed and got my mission completed with a huge success. Please do not ask me whereI got the cake cos I am not going to tell any living soul! Haha... Whatmore, Dear commented that the cake is nice... Haha.

Guess is the thought that counts. But Dear don't look that appreciative that night... think he is too tired to think of anything else. Hai. In the end, we dropped deeply into the dreamworld without saying goodnight.

As promise, I woke up early to join Dear at work in Goodrich. Overall, it was fun as I was asked to sell chin chow... haha. One bowl for 50cents... Sales was so good =p

After work, Dear dropped by home to bath and change before we went to Marina Square to shop. We had been there so many time that I am feeling abit sick of it liao... But no choice... we are only left with weekend to settle our ROM thingy.

Shortly after, Dear's friend called to ask us to join them for prawning... Haha... so long I had not been doing that. Since it was his big day, I left it to him to decide to go or not to go.

Met Jermie and family... 2 cute but naughty boys *haha* I think if next time my kids are to be like them, I will just committed sucide. After the long hours of prawning, we headed down to Lau Pa Sut to eat dinner.

Headed home, bath, brewed tea for that lazy pig, and force him to change and that is how I ended my Sunday.

And tell you what, today I am just too tired to work that is why I am writing such a long naggy post. Haha...

Have a good day!

Wedding Bands at Fairy Inc.

2006-04-07T17:05:00.000+08:00

Wedding Bands at Fairy Inc.

Had went through all my friend's blogs. And now staring at mine, I realised that this lazy me had stop putting up photos and pictures. Gosh! I think I really have to do something about. And I am going to fill all of you up on What my Tatty bears, Bride and Groom looks like ... ...

Cute right? I had decided to use them for our solemnisation table. And on the day of customary marriage as the car decoration. So sweet of Dear to make the extra trip down during work to get it.

As for the trip to Fairy Inc, we kind of set our mind on a pair of ring for me and him. I will have a combination of rose gold and white gold. And Dear will be having a combination of yellow gold and white gold. And I planned to request for diamond on my wedding band (Haha... I can imagine Dear's expression =p). And we will have engraving in the inner of the ring.

I do feel good there. Sandra was very patience and she was not pushy. Whatmore, frank.. she tell us everything and try to meet our desire and budget. And rings in Fairy Inc. comes in good quality with good weight that is durable for long time wearing. Sandra shared we us some other couples ideas. Guess we are going to do it there... Got to wait and see if we do spot any other nicer one. But definately we will be settling our wedding band by next week.

Fairy Inc.

2006-04-06T17:29:00.000+08:00

Fairy Inc.

Had a SUPER busy day at work! Finally got things cleared up. Had lunch with my Manager today... For the first time we really have a carefree and simply talk. Met my Boss when I when in to drop something on my Manager desk and he complimented me! What a day!

Later on, Dear is going to pick me up and we are heading to Fairy Inc. to have a look at custum-made wedding band! If you are to think that I am a very hard to please bride-to-be, please ask again... This sweet idea was suggest by my hubby-to-be!

Oh! And lastly, we had book our JP for our outdoor ROM. Couldn't get that great DAVID but we got Mr. Royston Low Hee Tang. Dear said that he is a very friendly and jovial man... One thing off the checklist... more to go!

Contented Happiness

2006-03-31T17:26:00.000+08:00

Contented Happiness

Finally I had finished rushing the Australia trip. My manager will be leaving for Australia this Saturaday.

I guess till now, people who had visited my blog must be thinking is she out of her mind to get married off so young at this age. Is she having any problem or did she make this decision just because of some silly decision.

I owned you an answer. I owned everyone who cares an answer. Nothing is wrong with me or my decision. Yes, I had thought it through seriously about this marriage. I can't say that I am not escaping from my family situation, especially my mum. But escaping doesn't mean that I will turn unfillial.

Stress at home had put me off. Disappointed by my own parent. Disappointed by myself for not being able to help. Agreeing to settle with Dear was a decision made on top of all these stress.

He is a down to earth man. A honest and honourable man to trust. A hardworking one that belief in hardwork sow a stable future. He might not be rich but he is steady. He loved me more than anyone. He cares about me. What can you ask for more than this?He is a man that pulled me to the realistic world and face problems with a brave heart.

We planned to get a flat shortly after our ROM. I have plans in mind. In case the current roof is to fall, there is still another humble one available. He accepted me and my family and the bad bad situation it is currently now. I seriously can't think of anyone who dare to brave my current situation with me with an open heart other than him.

Don't ask me how bad is this bad situation as I do not hope to spell the evil. God asked me to trust that I can sail through all these. God had blessed me the miracle of content happiness even with a situation like this.

Maddy spoke to me with the instruction of the 'moms'. I am open with my thoughts. If anyone out there is able to solve my problems and give me a good sloution, I will definately accept it.

All I ask for is all the great blessing I can receive from all my close friends and relatives. Please do give me the strength to prove that contented happiness can also be a miracle.

Me2U ... I got it!!!

2006-03-31T10:49:00.000+08:00

Me2U ... I got it!!!

First I was told that the plush bear bride and groom version is not having anymore shipment into Singapore. I was so sad... Dear promise to get it from me as he knows that I wanted it so much. And, guess what I had it now!!!

Yes, Kitty spot it in one of the shop in town and phoned me. Was abit disappointed as I was searching for a 6 inch one... but they only had the 9 inch. Nevertherless, Dear picked up the contact details from my sis and bought it on the next day! *so sweet* and the sales lady told us that 9 inch can be used to do the bridal car deco too...

So happy... cos I had plans to use the Me2U plush bear for the solemnisation table and at the same time, for the bridal car on the customary wedding day in 2 years time.

I can't upload photos of the bears as my home pc had broken down... Will try to put up the sweet lovely bears soon...

I'm so blessed...

One Knee down and I said "I Do..."

2006-03-29T10:51:00.000+08:00

One Knee down and I said "I Do..."

Seriously down with a bad bad throat. Took half unpaid leave yesterday hoping to rest and keep my dear accompany BUT this heartless one was nagging and nagging at me. YES! I am being unrealistic but I am also sick what!

Doctor said that I got a bad throat infection. Got to watch what I eat and drink more water. Guess too mush calling to Australia is causing this to befall on me... haha.

Something to share... My Dear proposed to me! and it was Twice in a day! Haha! cos the second time was a demand from me =p Anyway, I am just oo happy to speak much on it... Just feel so bless that there is still someone there for me everyday.

To be a good wife in the future is till then we will know. But I my heart, I had already know that I had a doting husband to be (Dear, don't you dare to let me down...)

Pull Myself to Work

2006-03-22T16:05:00.000+08:00

Pull Myself to Work

I had a hard time waking up for work. Had stayed for OT till 10pm last night due to some renovation going on in the office. But Dear was very sweet to pack dinner and brought it all the way to my office and accompany till 10pm *so blessed*

And the minute I reached home, Dear pasted himself in front of the PC to finish his work. And this sudden-struck-angel me decide to accompany him after my bath BUT, I fell asleep on the sofa!!! *haha*

In the end I made my way back to the room to sleep... I'm not sure what time he finished his work but I am very sure it is past midnight. REally got a scolding from me for working so late (Dear, you do not have any OT claim. Remember?)

Oh! Did I fill you up on the wedding bands that caught my attention until now? It's from Goldheart, rosegold with white gold design and it is selling around S$1200++ after 20% discount. Kind of over our budget, but dear said that we can still dream about it as we have space cash! Yeah! Hopefully the promotion will not end too soon as it will cost us S$1500+ instead. *pray*

My Solemnisation Venue

2006-03-21T10:01:00.000+08:00

My Solemnisation Venue

I am so not going to talk about why I came to work with a pair of swollen and tired eyes. Guess it is time to turn positive and be strong on my family affair.

But good news are meant to be shared! Yes! I had finally settle down with the venue for my solemnisation. It will be tentatively be at my Aunt's condo at The Clearwater. Dear and I dropped by yesterday after dinner, I simply love the pool and the enviroment. But for now, we got to wait till one month before the date of our solemnisation to book the function room. All thanks to my aunt.

And at the same time, Dear and I decide that we will just do away with the ideo of getting a wedding package from Whitelink for the time being. But by next year when we are preparing for our customary wedding, we will definately get it from them... What can you ask for if we are to get a good price due to recommandation *wink*

Recently, I am just too lazy to take photo... Guess halfly is the reason for me putting on weight and looking fatter *Hai* Aunt said if I am to slim down abit, I will be just 'RIGHT' *Gosh* who don't want to look her best. Wish me luck that I will be able to really slim down for my big day!

Ciao!

Daddy's Blessing

2006-03-18T19:10:00.000+08:00

Daddy's Blessing

Daddy walked into my room today. Sat down and requested me to off the TV. First I thought not another money discission again or am I suppose to prepare myself for another big bad issue to befall again!!! *Hai*

But it was none of the above. It was about my preparation for my ROM on November. He had touched the issue that was lingering in my heart, my parent's blessing. I thought Daddy and Mummy is going t put on their guard uniforms and prepare a list of unreasonable demand items.

Daddy advised me to ROM only fter our flat is here as he felt that if I am to back out only then, it will be too late for me. Afterall, I am his daughter, he has my welfare at heart. But on the other hand, daddy assured me if getting ROM this November is what I wanted, then he will alway be there to give me his blessing. Despite what happened, now or the future, he is always my daddy and he promised to be there for me forever.

For 21 years, this is the most touching words I had actually heard from my Dad. It touched me so much that I nearly wanted to busrt in to tears and hug him tight. Daddy had also mentioned that how bad mummy's words are, she meant well. Afterall, in their eyes I am still a little girl that will never grow up. All his words are so important in my heart. It given me the strength to move on with my planning for my new life. It had also given me the long lost father love that I had not been receiving for so long. Daddy I love you too...

On the other hand, Dear and I was having some dispute reently. Last night, things ended with no conclusion as I was hit by a headache. I thought he will be happy to hear about daddy's blessing but still we hit another quarrel. Cos I asked him if we should postphone the ROM cermony till the date when we are about to get our flat and guess what, he blew his top at me. I had no choice but to held the phone up and told him we should talk when he is back from work.

Why is it so hard to live in a harmony. I thought that I had peace things off with daddy's assurance. Things are dropping on me one after another, what is going to be next? Why can't Dear spare a thought about my feeling for being caught in the center?

Spending ME! Saving HIM!

2006-03-17T16:50:00.000+08:00

Spending ME! Saving HIM!

Ok! This is what had happened to me for these two days. I felt sick! Guess I was tired out by work. Wed, helped to handle the Breakfast reception for my company for both level 14 and 15 floor. Thursday, management meeting till 7:30pm *Drat* I did not even have the mood to make-up to work -_-". And due to these, Dear had to put up with my moodswing... I must say, he is good at it... *Keep it up, Dear!*

Secondly, I felt like I am going to suffer from split personality. One part of me was telling me to get whatever I like and pamper myself to the fullest and the other part was stopping myself by reminding that I got to save up for my Big Day!!! What a struggle!

Can you imagine shopping queen locking her purse in the safe? Dear on the other hand was a saving freak!!! he can torture himself just to safe that few cents for our future. Seriously, this is really making me feeling guilty day after day... *Hai*

What to do, I was born with the spending power not the saving power... Whatmore Singapore Sales is coming !!!

Preparation and more Preparation

2006-03-16T08:51:00.000+08:00

Preparation and more Preparation

Had a small chat with Katt few days back. I felt rather warmth by her console over the bad issue that had left a dark stain in my life. To me, I still regards them as my closest friend. I will definately help if I can.

Katt, for all the hurts you had receive, will be compensate with true love one day cos God is fair. Always remember that everything happened for a reason. You are not suffering but you are helping this world. Be patience as your turn is coming up soon. Next time, you need company, just give me a ring, I will try to be there for you *smile always*

As I had mentioned, everything happened for a reason, I had another dispute with Dear last night again. Both of us are having stress due to work and the preparation for our ROM reception. But peace found it's way to us and everything is fine now.

I had called my aunt who was an experience bridal make-up artist few days back and to my surprise, another cousin of mine wa planning to hold her ROM on the month on November too! *Haha* Told my aunt that I was planning to rent her place for my Poolside Solemnisation Cermony. But now, I fear that the place is not big enough for a party of more than 100 people.

Anyway, I will just worry about this 2 months down the road. For now, Dear and I was getting ourselves busy with the handmade invitation cards. Getting the materials ready so as to get our hands dirty... *Haha*

Met Winnie up for lunch yesterday. Broke the good news about my ROM to her and she was so excited -_-" *Haha* I had dated her out for gown searching mission. It is really good to share the joy with friends.

Edward called me last night, to date me out for Dim Sum breakfast on Sunday*yum yum* Edwin and the rest are coming too! It had been such a long time that we had really meet up. Really looking forward to meet them up!

A Small Announcment

2006-03-08T12:36:00.000+08:00

A Small Announcment

Woke up feeling lousy. Sitting at my work desk now, my body is aching from head to toes. Guess it is high time my turn to fall sick. Great timing when I am still in my work probation *Gosh*

I had a very weird dream last night. I dreamt that I met someone who was possessed and I was trying to save him with a prayer that I had actually spoken in tougue!!! And the weirdest thing, the prayer sound familiar!!! This really left a BIG question mark in me as I am not a Christian.

Anyway, I think it is time that I break this news to all my friends... I am in the mid of preparation for my ROM reception in November this year. In the meantime, I will not be speaking about the details yet. But do wait for invitation card to you when the date is nearer. So remember to bring your blessing that day too.

Currently, I had been planning with my boyfriend preparation timeline from now till November. This might look like a long way to you but let me tell you, if you are the planner of your own big day, this is NOT!!! So for those who are planning to get marry, it is high time to take a pen and notebook to do all the paper planning!

We had been looking at the wedding bands from Lee Wah, Soo Kee and Goldheart. And only one and only pair of wedding bands that caught my eye from Goldheart currently. Hopefully in time to come there will be more new designing coming up!

Before I end here, dear friends, do stay tune here if you are thinking of settling down. I will writing all my happiness and unhapppiness throughout the path of planning for my big day. Learnt from my mistakes and have happy planning in the future.

Lastly, being in a relationship is only the beginning. Speaking about settling down is just a decision. Wise planning for your future with your beloved one is the biggest test for your love. That is also why lots of loving couple broke up during the mid of preparation. Therefore this testing ground is then the true and first testing ground for your love...

My Next Commitment in Life

2006-03-07T08:43:00.000+08:00

My Next Commitment in Life

Finished with the calls to Australia... felt so drained now... my throat is feeling sore. My head feeling heavy and mind in a mess!

After all the heated quarrel with him, we seen to have jumped into another planet and now discussing and planning into action of apartment seeking and settling down. Spoke to Helen who is a mother-to-be soon about all the house loan and expenses that we should have consider. Now, all the big digits are really scaring me...

Cos this means more saving and no more shopping! *you can just take a knife and stab me right now in my heart* Now, I really feel that building a family is so cost consuming... What can be thought to be an easy humble idea was hit down right hard with a dollar sign.

A short sad post

2006-03-03T16:19:00.000+08:00

A short sad post

Typed a very unhappy post a minute ago. But I had accidently deleted it without posting it. Guess it is fated not to be shown...

I have so many doubts now. Just too many...

AH!!! PMS!!!

2006-02-24T17:52:00.000+08:00

AH!!! PMS!!!

Yes! I got strike again with the most undesired event of the month... and it had choosen my weekend.

Pineapple had created so much pain in my tummy that I am feeling so uncomfortable.

Had lunch at Tur Tur with my colleagues and we met the rain. Poor us had to run across the road in the rain... had and I got drenched from head to toes -_-" What a friday...

Got to go now... time to knock off.

Bad Wednesday

2006-02-23T08:31:00.000+08:00

Bad Wednesday

First I had a big quarrel with him... then I realise I forgot my watch... and shortly after I board the train, I found out that I had left my handphone by my bedside!!! What can be worse than that!?!

YES! Like all saying nothing good will come to you if bad luck befall on you these many time! I broke my heel at office! Great a pair of heel that I hardly wore it more than a month...

Wondering if I was being cursed? But I managed to reslove my heel problem by walking very slowly to the shoe maker shop to fix it and he say, it is pretty unsteady as put of the heel is chipped. God save me!!!

So my very last resolve is to rush to Charles and Keith at The Arcade to grab a new pair of heels. Dear me... so poor at month end and still such thing had to fall on me. Lesson to learn, not to get cheap heels just because it is cheap...

Blues

2006-02-18T17:53:00.000+08:00

Blues

Feeling rather blues these few days. I'm not under stress at work. Instead my work is pretty smooth with a group of friendly colleagues and a nice Boss to work with.

I felt really bad after finding out facts that I never do. Had a dispute with him last night before each of us turned in with a black face. I felt really bad. And I was crying in my dream. But words are hard to be spoken.

All these while we are talking happily about settling down, saving for our big day, planning etc. But on the other hand, my family problems and me being jobless for 2 months was sucking up most of him finance and he never mention about it. I felt so guilty. And my unreasonable mother was still being so hard to please in all ways. What can I do? What is the best sloution? No one is there to talk to about my problem.

Things at home are seriously getting from bad to worse day after day. And the misunderstanding between my mum and me are getting bigger and bigger. Is money that important when you are poor. Doesn't family love still vlaue more than that? No words to her are pleasing other throwing her with stack and stack of dollar notes now. Her words are piercing my heart time after time. Why can't she face the mirror and see how much she had changed over these year? I am really tired of tolerating her attitude. Aches in my heart are increasing. I am so tired...

What is future for me now? Who is willing to hear me out?

Third Day @ Work

2006-02-15T11:19:00.000+08:00

Third Day @ Work

Today is my third day at work. Things are getting on pretty well for the time being except that I dropped die on bed for the past few nights after I reach home. Guess the long break from working society is putting up on it.

Other than that, it had also put up on my weight. Gosh! I am so sad now. Hopefully like what Dear say after a week or so I will be back to the normal me again...

Colleagues here are pretty friendly. And my manager is a very caring lady. Hope that this place will give me the urge to stay on for long. Dear was abit displease about his work recently. And his flu had fall a strong impact on a draggy recovery for him. All I can do now is to only lend him a listening ear. Hope he will get good news soon...

Got to go for lunch now... ciao.

Back to Work!

2006-02-11T16:40:00.000+08:00

Back to Work!

Finally I got a job! Suddenly, I felt that getting the right job is just like faling in love. If you are to meet the wrong boss/company, you are sure to feel miserable for the whole time. Just the same feeling when you got yourself the wrong man as a boyfriend.

Did I get the right career path this time, is still hard to say. But seriously I hope this is it. Had a very long break since December. I'm feeling tired of staying at home facing my mum... Guess we are just two different people from two different world. I just can't communicate well with her.

Dar and I had been talking abit on our future recently. Saving for the day. My mum on the other side was injecting me with negative ideas of marriage -_-" It really put me off so much. So much in me so wanted to prove her wrong. Prove to her that my marriage is going to be blissful forever as I am not her, not like her being so hard on my dad.

All story has it's two sides. But how bad or ugly the story can be, we should always be forgiving and tide things over together. We are one family afterall. I just don't understand why she can be so pestimistic. When did time changed her to be like that?

Guess afterall money is not enough to buy the old self back...

The Doggy Year!!!

2006-02-01T11:52:00.000+08:00

The Doggy Year!!!

Doggy year is here!!! Hopefully it will be a good year for everyone. My chinese new year was quite plain as I can't do much visiting as grandpa had passed away last May. Still got some angbao still... haha.

I had a very bad flu for the whole chinese new year. But lucky Dear was around me to take care of me... and now, he is down with my flu =p

Poor him have to go to work today with a very bad nose...

Check it Out !!! Harvest Treasure Pot @ $168.00 nett

2006-01-16T21:42:00.000+08:00

Check it Out !!! Harvest Treasure Pot @ $168.00 nett

For all filial children out there,Time to play a good part once a year! *haha* If you are interested to surprise your parents and all elders at home, this is one good delicacy that you shouldn't miss out!

Check this Harvest Treasure Pot! Out for sale at a special rate of $168.00 nett (usual at $188.00 nett) for 6-8 persons... A great gift for anyone you have in mind!

If you are too busy to prepare reunion dinner at home here is a good dinner package you should check these out!

To find out more, you can always email me at vineniko@hotmail.com or drop a note here and I will reply to you asap!!!

Friends out there, please help me promote and ask around if anyone is interested ya! Thanks

Job Seeking Blues

2006-01-13T13:35:00.000+08:00

Job Seeking Blues

Had been sending lots of CV since mid of December and now, I am still stuck here joblessly. Anyway, Had been to a couple of interview and waiting for a reply from a French MNC. Hopefully I will just get myself hitched for a job soon.

Ray had been supporting me all ways... YES! all ways meant everything. Felt rather bad about it. A very understand man to hold on to. He had just ended his long break from work today. I have myself to face the walls again. Crossing my toes and fingers hoping that I will just get busy with work again. Wish me luck!

Back from Batam!!!

2006-01-10T13:55:00.000+08:00

Back from Batam!!!

Had a very relax and happy trip to Batam despite that it was raining almost every single day. Here go with some photos...

Took the ferry at Tanah Merah Ferry Terminal ...

Then we took a shuttle bus to the resort hotel.... Batam View Resort!!! Seafood dinner in the hotel... *Look at the piggy eater... haha*

Oh! Mr. Piggy loves parrots too...

Second day, we had the hotel to arrange a taxi to drive us around the flooded Batam town Still we managed to do some shopping and running around it was fun...

Departing from Batam... Home sweet home...

Chalet and More!

2006-01-07T00:02:00.000+08:00

Chalet and More!
Had a great time at the Chalet with a group of young boys!!! *haha* They are actually a group of part-time colleagues of Ray. As for me. I had a bundle of great laughters and good sleep *haha* Evidences as followed...

And... for a new year, I had a new haircut! Ray brought me to JasonSally to have my hair rebonded and cut... and the outcome is... I look like a doll *gosh* guess it has something to do with my extra fats... *hai*

And for the last extra tiny bit of fun, I am going to Batum for a short trip. In actual fact, I was deciding between KL and Batum. Will update all with more photos of myself soon. Hopefully, I will slim down by then...

Oh before I sign off, I got a great place to recommand.. GrapeVine... tell you what, it is a great place for simple dining and gathering with friends... got to give it a try. It is along Upper SErangoon road.

First Day of 2006

2006-01-01T21:23:00.000+08:00

First Day of 2006

My first day of 2006 was peacful and tingy of bored cos I was home the whole day -_- Moved furnitures in my room and did some minor cleaning up. So tired! *haha* guess I am having too much of princess life.

Everyone was having a great time counting down last night. But I was having my countdown at home. Don;t feel like to be in the crowd on the last day of the year.

2005 had left me sliently, hopefully 2006 will be a turn of luck for me and everyone around me. Take care all ym friends.

P/S: Friends, please tag me youir blog addy if you can't find yours on my list. I accidently overwrite it. Sorry!