Finally I had finished rushing the Australia trip. My manager will be leaving for Australia this Saturaday.
I guess till now, people who had visited my blog must be thinking is she out of her mind to get married off so young at this age. Is she having any problem or did she make this decision just because of some silly decision.
I owned you an answer. I owned everyone who cares an answer. Nothing is wrong with me or my decision. Yes, I had thought it through seriously about this marriage. I can't say that I am not escaping from my family situation, especially my mum. But escaping doesn't mean that I will turn unfillial.
Stress at home had put me off. Disappointed by my own parent. Disappointed by myself for not being able to help. Agreeing to settle with Dear was a decision made on top of all these stress.
He is a down to earth man. A honest and honourable man to trust. A hardworking one that belief in hardwork sow a stable future. He might not be rich but he is steady. He loved me more than anyone. He cares about me. What can you ask for more than this?He is a man that pulled me to the realistic world and face problems with a brave heart.
We planned to get a flat shortly after our ROM. I have plans in mind. In case the current roof is to fall, there is still another humble one available. He accepted me and my family and the bad bad situation it is currently now. I seriously can't think of anyone who dare to brave my current situation with me with an open heart other than him.
Don't ask me how bad is this bad situation as I do not hope to spell the evil. God asked me to trust that I can sail through all these. God had blessed me the miracle of content happiness even with a situation like this.
Maddy spoke to me with the instruction of the 'moms'. I am open with my thoughts. If anyone out there is able to solve my problems and give me a good sloution, I will definately accept it.
All I ask for is all the great blessing I can receive from all my close friends and relatives. Please do give me the strength to prove that contented happiness can also be a miracle.