My Next Commitment in Life
Finished with the calls to Australia... felt so drained now... my throat is feeling sore. My head feeling heavy and mind in a mess!
After all the heated quarrel with him, we seen to have jumped into another planet and now discussing and planning into action of apartment seeking and settling down. Spoke to Helen who is a mother-to-be soon about all the house loan and expenses that we should have consider. Now, all the big digits are really scaring me...
Cos this means more saving and no more shopping! *you can just take a knife and stab me right now in my heart* Now, I really feel that building a family is so cost consuming... What can be thought to be an easy humble idea was hit down right hard with a dollar sign.
Finished with the calls to Australia... felt so drained now... my throat is feeling sore. My head feeling heavy and mind in a mess!
After all the heated quarrel with him, we seen to have jumped into another planet and now discussing and planning into action of apartment seeking and settling down. Spoke to Helen who is a mother-to-be soon about all the house loan and expenses that we should have consider. Now, all the big digits are really scaring me...
Cos this means more saving and no more shopping! *you can just take a knife and stab me right now in my heart* Now, I really feel that building a family is so cost consuming... What can be thought to be an easy humble idea was hit down right hard with a dollar sign.
