What is Love?
Lots and lots of thoughts are in my mind. Not knowing how to put it to words, all I can do is not to feel bothered by it.
Speaking of the past will drop tears into my heart. Thinking about my future, I just felt lost. Never had I felt so stuck in life. I just hope time will stop, stop at where it is now and not go anymore further.
People who I hope that will understand and love me are not doing so. Instead they took me for granted. Never return the rights of being care for and love for. People who I thought is mature enough to take care of the stressful situation isn't as brave as I thought so. People who love me are not understanding on my position. I never felt so messed up in life more than this time!
Is life all about giving and not receiving? Is life all about shutting up and stop complaining? I thought God will bless me with a strong shoulder to cry on instead he got me into a new life that will one day unleash an unknown future to myself. Is this his way of blessing me or testing me?
Never had I felt so lost in life...
Lots and lots of thoughts are in my mind. Not knowing how to put it to words, all I can do is not to feel bothered by it.
Speaking of the past will drop tears into my heart. Thinking about my future, I just felt lost. Never had I felt so stuck in life. I just hope time will stop, stop at where it is now and not go anymore further.
People who I hope that will understand and love me are not doing so. Instead they took me for granted. Never return the rights of being care for and love for. People who I thought is mature enough to take care of the stressful situation isn't as brave as I thought so. People who love me are not understanding on my position. I never felt so messed up in life more than this time!
Is life all about giving and not receiving? Is life all about shutting up and stop complaining? I thought God will bless me with a strong shoulder to cry on instead he got me into a new life that will one day unleash an unknown future to myself. Is this his way of blessing me or testing me?
Never had I felt so lost in life...
