Felt like I am back at my work desk to do all the handover before my operation. Looking at the calendar is really not helping much.
I am not getting paid for the 4 weeks medical leave *Just too great!* And Dear INSISTED that he do not want to hold our ROM ceremony on a later date.
I am feeling pain all over myself. My left leg is beginning to feel numb. And mentally, I think I am numbed too.
Yes, the whole world is asking me to be positive. And I thank God for giving me the stubborness if not, I will not have detected it any sooner.
So much more in mind and I really do not know how to go about it. Why is my life so drama? Whatever is the case, I am blessed with a good future partner. And If not for this, I will never know that the feeling of being loved is so great.
Dear, my temper is very bad recently. And I know that it really worried you so much so that you are not sleeping well too. I promise you that I will be strong and go ahead with the operation. Thanks for being there for me in all my check-ups.
