Wednesday, August 30, 2006
Financial Breakdown!!!
Had anyone told you how demanding Vine is? I guess you are not as sure as herself. Sudden;y guilt crawled up and hit her striaght in her heart *hai*
Had a chat with Elaine over the MSN and then I realise that I had been such a hard to please bitch... *Dear, sorry...*
If someone is to ask me if I am happy for all these preparation that is going on, I will say, hell no! Cos for no good reason I am spending so much hard cash!
Maybe it is once in a lifetime. And maybe only when you get yourself hitch with a rich someone then you will be able to have a fairytale wedding. But how many people could do so? Not much...
Therefore most importantly is the partner that is going to hold on to yourself, is he sincere toward you. Of course we can't measure the degree of sincerity with a thermometer.
Dear, in life there are time when we human make the wrong decision and had to live on with it. But, I believe there is one decision in my life that I had not made wrongly and that is to trust you with the rest of my future. I know you are the one that will shelter me with happiness.
I thanks god for bringing you to me...
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
What a Big Investment!
Take the next leap to the month of September soon. In another words, in another two months it will be the day.
I had been running around so much. To get my gown, his shirt, my heels, the invitation cards, wedding favours ... blah blah blah. *Gosh* so many many things to settle and like all elder people will say, marry is an expensive thing! Seriously, I put both hands up!
As the day is getting closer, more and more dispute hit us hard. More and more ugly words were thrown at each other unknowingly. Friends are reassuring us that this is common during preparation. And I guess this is also the time when the relationship is tested if it is worth the long run.
Anyway, after all these, next year would be another issue to get myself busy again... our new nest. And I can't believe that we had to go back to the marriage perparation process again in another two year time for the actual traditional wedding dinner.
How I wish I could convince my parents to skip the dinner. Anyway, wedding is all about two person issue, right?
And my dear aunt was telling me it is stupid to skip the dinner for it is the BEST EARNING time for ANG BAO !!! Guess after this best earning time it will be a turn of life for me and my hubby will have to give ang bao for the next half of my life *dratz*
Guess I will just lock my nonsense here and get back to work for now. Ciao!
Monday, August 28, 2006
What is Love?
Lots and lots of thoughts are in my mind. Not knowing how to put it to words, all I can do is not to feel bothered by it.
Speaking of the past will drop tears into my heart. Thinking about my future, I just felt lost. Never had I felt so stuck in life. I just hope time will stop, stop at where it is now and not go anymore further.
People who I hope that will understand and love me are not doing so. Instead they took me for granted. Never return the rights of being care for and love for. People who I thought is mature enough to take care of the stressful situation isn't as brave as I thought so. People who love me are not understanding on my position. I never felt so messed up in life more than this time!
Is life all about giving and not receiving? Is life all about shutting up and stop complaining? I thought God will bless me with a strong shoulder to cry on instead he got me into a new life that will one day unleash an unknown future to myself. Is this his way of blessing me or testing me?
Never had I felt so lost in life...
Thursday, August 24, 2006
He Slapped Me!
For those who are puzzle over why my future husband to be slapped me 3 times on my right cheek. Here is the story...
He was so call having the sleep walking syptom -_-" yes it is freaky...
My dear future husband slapped me, fall back to the pillow and laughed hysterically with no good reason. I tried waking him but it failed. I was so mad lo!
Told him the whole disturbing action he had done and guess what, he has no recall on it... *Drat*
Therefore I decided to be extremely angry at him the next morning. But to think it is really not his fault la... *haha*
Still my sayang coax with with a beautiful bouquet of roses... *Yes! I forced him to do so. Hump!*
Anyway, this is the whole story...
Monday, August 21, 2006
More Information Here!
I know it had been a long long time that I had been putting up fresh entries. Sorry people, I am rather busy with you know what =p
I guess by now most of you had received the invitation cards to my ROM ceremony rite? Just in time to post it all out. If you do not realise it, these cards are actually handmade ya!
Yesterday, I was going round doing =*SHOPPING*= ! Dear brought me to town to hunt for the perfect heels to match my ROM gown. And at the same time, I chanced upon this snake skin look-alike handbag, so pretty... *of course it is now under the ownership of me!* Gosh!
I guess things are slowing falling in place. Judging from the timeline above, I am seriously running short of time. Had my manicure and pedicare appointment fixed and at the same time I am going to fix an appointment with my hair stylist to fix my hair. Damn! I want facial too! I am such a damn drat queen... *haha*
Lastly for all who don't drive, please be informed that we had arranged bus service to pick up guests at Tanah Merah MRT. So, please call me or Ray to find out more information ya!
Lastly, I had a list of helpers to settle with too... tentatively these are all my angels helper:
Dennis - Mr Kind Chauffeur
Christian - Mr Sharp Photographer
Jamie - Miss Friendly JP attender
Gui Jing - Miss Sweet Guests Usher
Kitty - Miss Friendly Guests Usher
Vanessa - Miss Pretty Receptionist
Madelien - Miss Nice MC
Information are subjected to changes!!!
Okie! got to go... check on my blog for more information on the event!
