Contented Happiness

Contented Happiness

Finally I had finished rushing the Australia trip. My manager will be leaving for Australia this Saturaday.

I guess till now, people who had visited my blog must be thinking is she out of her mind to get married off so young at this age. Is she having any problem or did she make this decision just because of some silly decision.

I owned you an answer. I owned everyone who cares an answer. Nothing is wrong with me or my decision. Yes, I had thought it through seriously about this marriage. I can't say that I am not escaping from my family situation, especially my mum. But escaping doesn't mean that I will turn unfillial.

Stress at home had put me off. Disappointed by my own parent. Disappointed by myself for not being able to help. Agreeing to settle with Dear was a decision made on top of all these stress.

He is a down to earth man. A honest and honourable man to trust. A hardworking one that belief in hardwork sow a stable future. He might not be rich but he is steady. He loved me more than anyone. He cares about me. What can you ask for more than this?He is a man that pulled me to the realistic world and face problems with a brave heart.

We planned to get a flat shortly after our ROM. I have plans in mind. In case the current roof is to fall, there is still another humble one available. He accepted me and my family and the bad bad situation it is currently now. I seriously can't think of anyone who dare to brave my current situation with me with an open heart other than him.

Don't ask me how bad is this bad situation as I do not hope to spell the evil. God asked me to trust that I can sail through all these. God had blessed me the miracle of content happiness even with a situation like this.

Maddy spoke to me with the instruction of the 'moms'. I am open with my thoughts. If anyone out there is able to solve my problems and give me a good sloution, I will definately accept it.

All I ask for is all the great blessing I can receive from all my close friends and relatives. Please do give me the strength to prove that contented happiness can also be a miracle.

Me2U ... I got it!!!

Me2U ... I got it!!!

First I was told that the plush bear bride and groom version is not having anymore shipment into Singapore. I was so sad... Dear promise to get it from me as he knows that I wanted it so much. And, guess what I had it now!!!

Yes, Kitty spot it in one of the shop in town and phoned me. Was abit disappointed as I was searching for a 6 inch one... but they only had the 9 inch. Nevertherless, Dear picked up the contact details from my sis and bought it on the next day! *so sweet* and the sales lady told us that 9 inch can be used to do the bridal car deco too...

So happy... cos I had plans to use the Me2U plush bear for the solemnisation table and at the same time, for the bridal car on the customary wedding day in 2 years time.

I can't upload photos of the bears as my home pc had broken down... Will try to put up the sweet lovely bears soon...

I'm so blessed...

One Knee down and I said "I Do..."

One Knee down and I said "I Do..."

Seriously down with a bad bad throat. Took half unpaid leave yesterday hoping to rest and keep my dear accompany BUT this heartless one was nagging and nagging at me. YES! I am being unrealistic but I am also sick what!

Doctor said that I got a bad throat infection. Got to watch what I eat and drink more water. Guess too mush calling to Australia is causing this to befall on me... haha.

Something to share... My Dear proposed to me! and it was Twice in a day! Haha! cos the second time was a demand from me =p Anyway, I am just oo happy to speak much on it... Just feel so bless that there is still someone there for me everyday.

To be a good wife in the future is till then we will know. But I my heart, I had already know that I had a doting husband to be (Dear, don't you dare to let me down...)

Pull Myself to Work

Pull Myself to Work

I had a hard time waking up for work. Had stayed for OT till 10pm last night due to some renovation going on in the office. But Dear was very sweet to pack dinner and brought it all the way to my office and accompany till 10pm *so blessed*

And the minute I reached home, Dear pasted himself in front of the PC to finish his work. And this sudden-struck-angel me decide to accompany him after my bath BUT, I fell asleep on the sofa!!! *haha*

In the end I made my way back to the room to sleep... I'm not sure what time he finished his work but I am very sure it is past midnight. REally got a scolding from me for working so late (Dear, you do not have any OT claim. Remember?)

Oh! Did I fill you up on the wedding bands that caught my attention until now? It's from Goldheart, rosegold with white gold design and it is selling around S$1200++ after 20% discount. Kind of over our budget, but dear said that we can still dream about it as we have space cash! Yeah! Hopefully the promotion will not end too soon as it will cost us S$1500+ instead. *pray*

My Solemnisation Venue

My Solemnisation Venue

I am so not going to talk about why I came to work with a pair of swollen and tired eyes. Guess it is time to turn positive and be strong on my family affair.

But good news are meant to be shared! Yes! I had finally settle down with the venue for my solemnisation. It will be tentatively be at my Aunt's condo at The Clearwater. Dear and I dropped by yesterday after dinner, I simply love the pool and the enviroment. But for now, we got to wait till one month before the date of our solemnisation to book the function room. All thanks to my aunt.

And at the same time, Dear and I decide that we will just do away with the ideo of getting a wedding package from Whitelink for the time being. But by next year when we are preparing for our customary wedding, we will definately get it from them... What can you ask for if we are to get a good price due to recommandation *wink*

Recently, I am just too lazy to take photo... Guess halfly is the reason for me putting on weight and looking fatter *Hai* Aunt said if I am to slim down abit, I will be just 'RIGHT' *Gosh* who don't want to look her best. Wish me luck that I will be able to really slim down for my big day!

Ciao!

Daddy's Blessing

Daddy's Blessing

Daddy walked into my room today. Sat down and requested me to off the TV. First I thought not another money discission again or am I suppose to prepare myself for another big bad issue to befall again!!! *Hai*

But it was none of the above. It was about my preparation for my ROM on November. He had touched the issue that was lingering in my heart, my parent's blessing. I thought Daddy and Mummy is going t put on their guard uniforms and prepare a list of unreasonable demand items.

Daddy advised me to ROM only fter our flat is here as he felt that if I am to back out only then, it will be too late for me. Afterall, I am his daughter, he has my welfare at heart. But on the other hand, daddy assured me if getting ROM this November is what I wanted, then he will alway be there to give me his blessing. Despite what happened, now or the future, he is always my daddy and he promised to be there for me forever.

For 21 years, this is the most touching words I had actually heard from my Dad. It touched me so much that I nearly wanted to busrt in to tears and hug him tight. Daddy had also mentioned that how bad mummy's words are, she meant well. Afterall, in their eyes I am still a little girl that will never grow up. All his words are so important in my heart. It given me the strength to move on with my planning for my new life. It had also given me the long lost father love that I had not been receiving for so long. Daddy I love you too...

On the other hand, Dear and I was having some dispute reently. Last night, things ended with no conclusion as I was hit by a headache. I thought he will be happy to hear about daddy's blessing but still we hit another quarrel. Cos I asked him if we should postphone the ROM cermony till the date when we are about to get our flat and guess what, he blew his top at me. I had no choice but to held the phone up and told him we should talk when he is back from work.

Why is it so hard to live in a harmony. I thought that I had peace things off with daddy's assurance. Things are dropping on me one after another, what is going to be next? Why can't Dear spare a thought about my feeling for being caught in the center?

Spending ME! Saving HIM!

Spending ME! Saving HIM!

Ok! This is what had happened to me for these two days. I felt sick! Guess I was tired out by work. Wed, helped to handle the Breakfast reception for my company for both level 14 and 15 floor. Thursday, management meeting till 7:30pm *Drat* I did not even have the mood to make-up to work -_-". And due to these, Dear had to put up with my moodswing... I must say, he is good at it... *Keep it up, Dear!*

Secondly, I felt like I am going to suffer from split personality. One part of me was telling me to get whatever I like and pamper myself to the fullest and the other part was stopping myself by reminding that I got to save up for my Big Day!!! What a struggle!

Can you imagine shopping queen locking her purse in the safe? Dear on the other hand was a saving freak!!! he can torture himself just to safe that few cents for our future. Seriously, this is really making me feeling guilty day after day... *Hai*

What to do, I was born with the spending power not the saving power... Whatmore Singapore Sales is coming !!!

Preparation and more Preparation

Preparation and more Preparation

Had a small chat with Katt few days back. I felt rather warmth by her console over the bad issue that had left a dark stain in my life. To me, I still regards them as my closest friend. I will definately help if I can.

Katt, for all the hurts you had receive, will be compensate with true love one day cos God is fair. Always remember that everything happened for a reason. You are not suffering but you are helping this world. Be patience as your turn is coming up soon. Next time, you need company, just give me a ring, I will try to be there for you *smile always*

As I had mentioned, everything happened for a reason, I had another dispute with Dear last night again. Both of us are having stress due to work and the preparation for our ROM reception. But peace found it's way to us and everything is fine now.

I had called my aunt who was an experience bridal make-up artist few days back and to my surprise, another cousin of mine wa planning to hold her ROM on the month on November too! *Haha* Told my aunt that I was planning to rent her place for my Poolside Solemnisation Cermony. But now, I fear that the place is not big enough for a party of more than 100 people.

Anyway, I will just worry about this 2 months down the road. For now, Dear and I was getting ourselves busy with the handmade invitation cards. Getting the materials ready so as to get our hands dirty... *Haha*

Met Winnie up for lunch yesterday. Broke the good news about my ROM to her and she was so excited -_-" *Haha* I had dated her out for gown searching mission. It is really good to share the joy with friends.

Edward called me last night, to date me out for Dim Sum breakfast on Sunday*yum yum* Edwin and the rest are coming too! It had been such a long time that we had really meet up. Really looking forward to meet them up!

A Small Announcment

A Small Announcment

Woke up feeling lousy. Sitting at my work desk now, my body is aching from head to toes. Guess it is high time my turn to fall sick. Great timing when I am still in my work probation *Gosh*

I had a very weird dream last night. I dreamt that I met someone who was possessed and I was trying to save him with a prayer that I had actually spoken in tougue!!! And the weirdest thing, the prayer sound familiar!!! This really left a BIG question mark in me as I am not a Christian.

Anyway, I think it is time that I break this news to all my friends... I am in the mid of preparation for my ROM reception in November this year. In the meantime, I will not be speaking about the details yet. But do wait for invitation card to you when the date is nearer. So remember to bring your blessing that day too.

Currently, I had been planning with my boyfriend preparation timeline from now till November. This might look like a long way to you but let me tell you, if you are the planner of your own big day, this is NOT!!! So for those who are planning to get marry, it is high time to take a pen and notebook to do all the paper planning!

We had been looking at the wedding bands from Lee Wah, Soo Kee and Goldheart. And only one and only pair of wedding bands that caught my eye from Goldheart currently. Hopefully in time to come there will be more new designing coming up!

Before I end here, dear friends, do stay tune here if you are thinking of settling down. I will writing all my happiness and unhapppiness throughout the path of planning for my big day. Learnt from my mistakes and have happy planning in the future.

Lastly, being in a relationship is only the beginning. Speaking about settling down is just a decision. Wise planning for your future with your beloved one is the biggest test for your love. That is also why lots of loving couple broke up during the mid of preparation. Therefore this testing ground is then the true and first testing ground for your love...

My Next Commitment in Life

My Next Commitment in Life

Finished with the calls to Australia... felt so drained now... my throat is feeling sore. My head feeling heavy and mind in a mess!

After all the heated quarrel with him, we seen to have jumped into another planet and now discussing and planning into action of apartment seeking and settling down. Spoke to Helen who is a mother-to-be soon about all the house loan and expenses that we should have consider. Now, all the big digits are really scaring me...

Cos this means more saving and no more shopping! *you can just take a knife and stab me right now in my heart* Now, I really feel that building a family is so cost consuming... What can be thought to be an easy humble idea was hit down right hard with a dollar sign.

A short sad post

A short sad post

Typed a very unhappy post a minute ago. But I had accidently deleted it without posting it. Guess it is fated not to be shown...

I have so many doubts now. Just too many...